update time!

it has been sometime since i updated this blog..

i know.. i know.. it's my FAULT..

ahaha... no choice.. been having a SUPER DUPER busy weekS.. and when i am free.. lik the past few days.. i felt that i am doind something wrong if i did not just laze around and eat + sleep.. haha.. that's me..

anyway, keep u guys out there updated.. been doing a few crazy project in college.. the most recent is the BRIDGE project..

team up with Azadeh as the leader, Bee Wee and Eric.. haha.. ok group.. having Azadeh as the leader makes a different.. she was SOOOOO confident of her theory.. i know she has her point.. and i have to give her credit for it.. because since she is so determind of the design will work, we did not make any changes to it.. and on the 'breaking the bridge day' our bridge manage to support the bricks.. mayb not as many as the other groups but it is quite out of my expetation.. and i am soooooo HAPPY... anyway, i feel bad too.. coz from the beginning till the end, i was not confident of the design and the theory and keep thinking and trying to persuade Azadeh to try changing the design a little.. but thanks to her, we did it.. haha.. felt ashamed now.. anyway, i learn a lesson..

this is it.. it may not be the best but we did our best..!

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Show MI live in Genting 2007!

late report... anyway, have a SUPER DUPER BUSY WEEK last week... those who know me should know...haha..

anyway.. 23rd of June, 2007, at Genting Highlands, Arena of Stars.. 8pm..

Show MI !!!


yeahh... i never felt so great... the show was super great... it's just so enjoyable.. however, the only bad thing is the show toooooooo short.. only about 2 hours.. haha... but it's the best 2 hours.. Sammi never dance so great... it's sooo fresh.. she say so many personal feelings to the audience.. sentimental emotions, her romantic love songs, fast dance beat.. wow.. everyone was so high.. almost everyone stand and dance wif her...

well, i do not wan to say anything about the whole concert, as i know, not much ppl will be interested.. if they are.. they can always get the info better else where.. haha.. i do not wan to elaborate..

the whole concert i just sit and take pix.. last time when Sammi had her concert at Arena of Stars, i did not get good pix.. but this time, i get a better camera, i get my best pix.. i know it is not as good as others, but for my PERSONAL collection, i am perfectly satisfied.

wan to see some?

on my way to the arena of stars, saw a moth sticking at the window.. veri.. see 4 urself




this is the stage... before the concert start...





one of the concert scene...

just so...

my last piano lesson is about more than half a year ago... when i finish my grade 8. then, i had plan to continue to the diploma.. but then.. it is the financial problem.. so, since i finish grade 8, i finally can stop a class, which means, less burden for my parents. so, i did not push on the matter...

i did not stop thinking a moment about this diploma lesson though.. i'm not really skilled or great.. it's just a pass on my result, but if i stop right here, i will not get anywhere.. not even able to teach.. so, what's the use of studying right up to grade 8? only for the cert? if it's only for the cert, and i won't be able to do anything, what's the use?

now, i'm thinking of bringing the subject up again but i feel reluctant.. i do not know what to tell my parents, if only i can pay for the fees.. but the diploma lessong will be extremely costly.. and i can't just bring myself to disscuss about it..

further more, where do i get the time..? everyday, i reach home, i feel tired.. extremely tired.. on wed, i hav my violin class, and sometimes i just feel so tired to go.. so, will i feel the same if i hav my diploma lesson? now, when i imagine it, i feel okay, as i really enjoy the piano, but will i regret? i'm really unsure..

i just feel like trying.. if it's really too much, i can just quit.. but if i am to quit before i try, i am not going to be satisfied.

so there...

a day worth to remember.........................

cried today...

yup... tat's it... the day that will be remembered... 8th of June, 2007.

mei theng's most memorable day... or we might also call it, most disgusting day...

why did I cry?

ok, here goes...

cry because of a project which I had spent 2 WHOLE days UNSLEEP to complete the model and the presentation, which although I was not quite satisfied, was quite happy with it.. imagine spending 2 whole days sleepless only to finish it...

only to find the lecturerS.. 'what happened to you?'
'how come you did last minute work?'
'that's why la.. you did last minute work..'
'do you have anything (excuses) for this POOR work?'
'u need to work harder'
'put more effort into your work'

imagine...





last minute.. does 3 days b4 last minutes? ok, consider yes... but choices.. do we have it? don't we have others things to do? for example, critical studies... so we should abandone the critical studies and do the projet and get a FAIL for critical studies... is that what we should do?


last thurs tutorial.. and then i work overnite for a small model to show HER on last fri.. and she approved... so, sat and sun dedicated to essay and power point... mon.. start to do the sketch up to show her on tues.. tues start model until thursday morning... then do presentation board... and printing problem.. went back and work on it until 2am.. fri.. (today) get bomb for not working hard enough and last minute work..

oh well.. i should be happy izzit?
working non stop only to find that it is a failed work.. having to redo... it's the 1st time ever i work like that...

haha.. well.. see?
i am laughing..
i am happy...

can u imagine anything tat is happier than this?
ANYTHING????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i can't control myself.. i really cried.. it's silly.. i know... and i hate myself for it...

it will be the 1st and LAST!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i will not be seen crying again because of a project which those so call FAIR lecturer bombed!