Wednesday, May 28, 2008
IT'S OFFICIALLY OVER!
AND I AM DAMM HAPPY
DUE TO VARIOUS REASON~~
1) OF COZ ENDED YR 2.. HAVING HOLIDAY SURE BEST LA!!
2) BEING APPROVED BY LECTURER.. HAHA.. THEY SEEMS TO BE 'OK' WITH MY PROTOTYPE.. AND TAT'S ALL I WISH FOR.. REALLY HOPE IT WILL HELP MY OVERALL MARKS A LITTLE... (TAT'S THE 1ST TIME I GET PRAISED.. IF U WAN TO KNOW Y AM I SO HAPPY)(FLYING ADI~~)
3) GOING FOR THE 1ST TIME TO REDANG...
4) ARE ABLE TO MEET UP WITH ALL MY BEST BEST FRIENDS FOR ALL AROUND KL... HAHA..
5) BEEN EATING CRABS~~~~~~~~~~~~
ciao.. to enjoy myself..
Thursday, May 22, 2008
nearly the end!!!!!!
i am getting a release!!!
a release from 'project-torture'
there's oni a few more days..
just need to print it out later today(since now is 12am, it's consider TODAY)
Just need to pray hard tat everything will be alright when i print.. worry!!!!!!!!!
it's the last step towards my release!!!
Thursday, May 15, 2008
1st time went for interview.. haha..
good experience actually as i haven went for interview before.. haha..
for those who dunno, it is an interview for internship.. so thoses employers come to KBU and interiview us.. since there are about 50 of us.. we are all separated into many many groups.. and at the last minute oni we know what company is inteviewing us.. haha..
and mine is Secret Reicipe.. haha.. cool?
did not imagine before that Secret Recipe will be needing interior designer also.. i tot oni cake designer.. haha..
anyway.. the MR. tat interview me .. erm.. how to describe.. he ok la.. not really like.. making us nervous or scare or wat.. basically.. he ask the exact same questions to all of us.. (our group i mean..)
before going in to the room.. all of us are terribly scare.. haha.. know la.. 1st time ma.. i am partially fainting..haha.. (ok.. exagerated! :P) anyway.. while walking in i nearly trip la.. hehe.. so scare.. then when sit down .. and SMILE.. then 1st question..
'can you plz introduce yourself?'
and i was like.. err.. ok.. my name is blah, living in blah, and errrrr... studying yr 2...
damm.. how? wat else to say about myself?
such simple question and i could not answer him..
then la.. i no choice just say wat come into my mind.. tat i am an optimist.. think positive.. able to handle stress due to student life.. all nonsense..
anyway, the rest of the question went OK la.. not really tat bad.. but not really tat good also.. hehe.. wasn't as bad as i imagine it will be.. haha.. kinda relax adi after introducing myself..
haha.. however, i know tat when we really go into the working reality world, no such relaxing interiview lo.. hehe..
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
and after 30minutes of eye and finger-tiring test.. this is the result i got...
haha.. advocating dreamer.. dun really understand.. but i guess the whole point is to say that I am a dreamer.. haha.. which i guess i am sometimes..
well, actually, frankly speaking, (gosh.. wat am i blabbing about... )
anyway.. i am a dreamer..
i tend to dream of things that will not be reality.. when I'm small.. around primary ages.. i often play with myslef.. silly rite?
but it's true.. i talk and laugh and scold myself.. of coz.. i am pretending to be a few characters.. haha.. and btw, i dun have split personality ok?..
it's just that.. erm.. i dun really know.. but i will imagine things.. like maybe i am living in castle.. or certain cartoon characters... those nonsense..
i have great fun with it..
until today.. when i'm bored.. i still dream of fantasy dream..
it made my day..
ps.. and this personality test made today post.. (i'm drain out of any idea to update the blog..)
pss.. still blabbing here.. god.. wat am i doing.. still haven't start the detail drawingSSSSSS yet...!!!! argh!!! it's due tues.....!!!! pplzzz....
Monday, May 5, 2008
hmm.. enough of those rubbish in the previous post.. just wan to let it out.. i really feel better now..
therefore wanted to write about something happier...
erm.. lets see..
maybe.. about people around me??
i have.. quite a handful.. maybe a lot if you count those hi-bye friends..
but those that laugh and cry together.. just maybe less than a handful..
if you count those friends that cry together.. even less.. mayb none.. i dunno..
sometimes, i just feel so hard to talk about my inner feelings.. even to my family.. maybe is my pride? or i just don't want to let them know.. i dun really know..
most often, i blacken my face infront of my friends.. and i hate myself for it.. often when i think back how often i did this.. i feel like crying.. i dun really know why.. i just hate myself!
many times, i had tell myself.. just keep smilling.. even if bad mood.. also keep smilling.. dun blacken your face.. or you will kick away all your friends..
most of the time i dun succeed.. which i really angry with myself..
therefore, it resulted in not having much friends.. my fault.. !
how come this post become another moody post!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
all of u guys out there know..
how many of you guys out there do think positive?
what i mean is, is it really that simple to think positive? when you know the end result.. thinking positive will become cheating.. cheating yourself!!!
alright.. I am being over negative..
it's just that after so many comment.. i just couldn't bring myself to think better.. i'm just not that great.. i could not just tell myself:
it's alright, u've done everything.. u put all ur effort.. u have no regrets..
when i know it is not alright at all! i did not done anything and did not put all my effort into it.. and i have all the regrets now!