all of u guys out there know..
how many of you guys out there do think positive?
what i mean is, is it really that simple to think positive? when you know the end result.. thinking positive will become cheating.. cheating yourself!!!
alright.. I am being over negative..
it's just that after so many comment.. i just couldn't bring myself to think better.. i'm just not that great.. i could not just tell myself:
it's alright, u've done everything.. u put all ur effort.. u have no regrets..
when i know it is not alright at all! i did not done anything and did not put all my effort into it.. and i have all the regrets now!