2.30pm

Little update!

Back from lunch at 1.30pm.. very thirsty.. no.. I did order a drink.. but I still feel so very the thirsty.. glup down tons of water and now I'm a little 'jeong' ! lol

Ask dad when he off for CNY so we can go to Balakong artshop to stock up my art supplies so I can continue with my craft.. ^.^ No new yet however.. so I just have to wait..

Nope.. It's not coz I don't want to go myself but it's coz he feel it is too dangerous for me to go there since I do not know tat area AT ALL and there's too many 'dangerous' ppl lurking around that area.. Lol..

So, I just have to wait.

And now I am also waiting.. for waT? GUess!

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(12.30pm)
Blogging from office now. Waiting for everyone to get really really hungry so we can go for lunch! I'm already damm hungry! help~~

Anyway, d'Gurlz and Momo Princess will be joining a bazaar at Subang Parade on Feb 6th and 7th, Saturday and Sunday! Would u guys come and gif me a little support? ^.^

Just appearing at my booth I will be satisfied ya! Lol

Alrite.. I'll be updating REAL soon.. meanwhile, hop over to my new blog about my minis.. dun worry. Cassie The Missy is still in operation! I'll not abandone it!

Continue to check me out ya!

See u guys next weekend! ^_^

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"Mei Theng, Would you stop learning after a while? You know la, since you are working now and you learn so much other things. You have so little time to practise now. Haha" Ms Kua


(FYI, I will be preparing my Gr8 for next next year.. 2011)


Anyway, what I tell her is


"um.. I guess I won't give up GEH" Mei Theng



This morning waking up get me thinking about it.



I love my music. That is why I wanted to learn so many different kind of instrument. Yup.. I'm lazy to practise at times. With so much things on hand I sometime don't have the time to practise. When I have it, I am so tired that I just wanted to rest.



But! What important to me is forever important. Music is important to me. I would not give it up. We don't know the future for real. We don't know what would happen in years to come. What we can do is only to make a decision that we would not regret in the future.



I always tell my friends. I do not want to give up on any of my lesson is because I am afraid I would regret in the future. I had had experience.




When I am about 5-6 years old, my mom enrol me to both piano and ballet classes. From what I remember, during that time, I do not feel any interest nor speciality in attending these classes. At times, I even throw a tantrum because I do not want to go for it. I cry and I kick and I sulk.



Times passes. I guess I did not make much improvement in my ballet as one day, the teacher spoke to my mom.



"Exam season is approaching. All the others students will be enrolling to take the exam. But Mei Theng cannot. She cannot really cope up with it. How ar?" Ballet teacher




HOW AR??!


How can a teacher ask a parents HOW AR?


Her job is to make sure I can go for an exam and pass it. But she ask my mom HOW AR?!


Anyway, because of this, my mom ask me:


"Are you really interested in ballet? Or do you want to stop since you don't have interest in it?" Mom


What I answer is obvious and is my regret until today.


"Stop la. I also don't know what to do" Mei Theng



And that is why the Cassie you know today can't dance. She gave up on it when she have a chance to be a worldknown ballet dancer.(ya right..=.=")



Anyway, as I mentioned above, this is my regret. When I saw others dance so gracefully I will think that I gave up a chance to be like that. (Mind you, I don't think this way when I am only 6-7 years old.)



This situation happened similarly to my piano class then as well. (same studio)


I stop the classes after the teacher say the almost similar things to my mother.


I would have gave up the piano for good as well if not for Ms Woo. My piano teacher.




About a year or two later, a leaflet was send to my home.Advertising about homeclasses for piano. My mom and grandma ask me want to go for it or not. At that time I don't really have that much interest in it. Then she say:


"Your cousin sister is now taking lesson in piano. She now can play the piano. Isn't that nice? You don't want to be like that?" Mom


That got me thinking. Maybe I should give it a try. That is how my piano path really started. Not with my ex-teacher which I don't even know the name. I always consider Ms Woo to be my 1st piano teacher.


Since I started classes with her, I have develop a enormous interest in piano that make me can't stop it anymore. I have step into a piano trap and will be there forever which I will not regret.


Anyway, back to the original topic. Violin. So, as I mentioned, since I've already have a taste of regret in my dance classes, I do not want to have the same regret for my violin classes. Which got me motivated enough to continue. I don't play the violin very well. If you want to know, I've failed my Gr7 twice and I don't intend to try for the third time. And don't know why, I've started Gr8 classes. Weird, I know.



For the past months, we did not play any pieces regarding exams. All we did in lessons are just sight reading and practises. This makes me a little 'un'-motivated to continue. Maybe I have to have something to achieve to make me continue. Like being able to play a song. Or even going for exams. At first, I thought that going for exam is too stressful as I am facing my final years, but since I put away exams, I don't have any goals anymore. I don't know whether it is my problem or the teacher. Most probably is contribution of both as she did not provide me with any interesting reportoire that we can play or me not finding the innitiative to find songs myself. Both wrong.



Now, we have decided to attempt Gr8 in early 2011. Which means I have a goal now. To pass Gr8 in one try. Not twice not thrice. ONCE!!!





Therefore, I would not give up. I might have super super little time to practise but that doesn't mean I have to give it up altogether. I know. I am wasting money if I did just that. But what can I say? I love my music. I may have very little time for it. But in the end. I still love them.

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3rd: You can comment now! cheers!

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Thanks for the comments peeps!!

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I know I promise you guys I will gif an brief summary of my new working life. But life's too hectic for me to cope. When I have the chance, I would rather just sit and watch tv or just sleep. I'm too tired to sit infront of the computer to on9 at home since I'd been infront of this soo superb inventions that hurts eyes for 10hours +.


Anyway, with my explanation above, you may guess how my working life is going through.




Not really busy everyday at office to be honest. It's just that siting and looking at the computer is enough to make me sleepy and tired. Really. After 2 weeks, my eyes become itchy everymorning... terrible. My violin teacher even comment that I have super black eyes. OMG..


Ask whether I enjoy my life working?




Who enjoy working?




OK. So I hate working life. It rob me of my time spent with family as I now only see them a few hours before and after work. It is still very raw to me as I have been at home always.. even during college life, I still have so much time of my own.




Besides that, it also rob me of my time practising my music. Okay. I admit I don't practise much eventhough I have the time. But still, when I'm most busy, I will turn to music. Which unfortunately, I don't have the time for it. Don't tell me I can play in the middle of the night when everyone is cozying under their blankets dreaming of 'chow gong'....




And, another reason. I miss walking. Since working, I have been sitting down for almost 10 hours. Except for lunch time when I will walk for 1 minutes to the restaurant, I will be sitting down. Oh, and you may deduct the total of 10mins spent walking in and out of office to my car, and from my place to the toilet. Means I still have sat for 9 hours and 49mins. If I work later, it will become 10 hours. Get my point?




I don't like walking. I prefer driving. BUT! When you don't get to do any excersing but just sit, sit and sit! you will get fed up as well! I just feel like a stone sitting there looking at the monitor. It is just DAMMMMM bored!!!!!!




Someone told me I should go teach piano. Coz I told her eventhough my saturday is super busy.. I enjoy life lik that.




9am - 11.15am --> teaching piano (seri petaling)
11.30am - 12.30am --> guzheng class (OUG)
12.30am - 1pm --> lunch , rest, (home)
1.15 - 2.15pm --> teaching piano again (seri petaling)
4.15pm - 5.30pm --> violin class (seri petaling)







so my timetable for this saturday is pack. Just looking at it seems tiring enough. But I kinda look forward to it. I am not a person that can sit at a place for hours. I like to move around.




Who knows. Maybe after sometimes of me getting schedule like above, I would prefer sitting down whole day again. No one knows. But right at this moment, I enjoy schedule above. At least I won't fat mou.




Okay, end of complaining session. I don't really want to complain actually. Since getting a job is really a happy occasion for me and my family. And it helps my family financially as well. As well as a symbol of me grown up to the reality (which i don't want to face). And also, the office located so near to my house which I can reach within 15mins. Without any jam everymorning. Unlike going to KBU takes 1 hours.. with jam..




I really should be happy. But too bad. I'm only happy when I leave the office. Maybe I'm still not suited to the working life yet. I hope I will as soon as possible. As I will be spending soooooo many time there, I should be feeling great. Or else, how else am I going to continue????!!!!!

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Many time had pass
I'm still the same

Everything had change
I'm still the same

People changed
I'm still the same

Everyone and everything around me is changing while I am still the same
Still as naive as a 3 years old
Still as stupid as a pig
Still as crybaby as a newborn
Still as spoiled as a brat

I know I need to change
I know I have to grow up
I know I have many responsibilities
I know I need to be mature

Life's Like This
Everything keeps changing
Life's goes on
It will never stop to wait for anyone nor anything

I would have to catch up with time
Not the other way round

I have to run fast
I have to pick up my pace
I have to have a goal
I have to meet my goal

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My 1st ever bouquet of tulips given by my family! So beautiful.

I just can't seem to take enough pictures of it.. By now, I guess I almost have more than 20 pix just the flowers + me.. haha..Thanks sooo much to my family!

Now.. guess this..! It's another graduation present given by my aunt.

It's a lovely glass block with sand blasting image of the graduation robe, hat & certificate! Thanks soo muchy!

A potrait of me! In one world hotel. Freshie Graduate! wohohoo

My lovely lovely lovely family. Daddee Mumee & Broee..Thanks for supporting me!

My college buddies! Besties! Closeties! Whatever u name it. We are the group of flowers.. haha.. shall miss u guys..hope we will still be taking this group pictures after 10, 20, 30, 40, 50, 60, 70, 80, 90, 100 and soo on years!

Pretty scenary. Pretty flowers. Pretty Girls.. hohoho~~~

wowowee!!

My FIRST BOUQUET!!!!!

After abandoning this blog for sometime, I finally find back my interest in updating it. Poor blog.. haha..


Therefore, to celebrate, I change the whole layout again.. I'm addicted to changing layout already, once I found out how to use those HTML codes.. haha..


Next step, I trying to design my own layout.. but there's still sooo many codes I don't know how to use.. Like Flash.. Indesign.. those.. all aliens to me.. haha..


However, that's my aim for now. HoHo..






Oh ya.. Finish my studies already 2 months.. most of my friends have already found job.. some continue studying..


Me?


I wanted to continue studying at first.. but if I make this decision, I will use a lot of money.. while I am suppose to be finding money. I should be contributing to my family finance already.. They have support me soo far and spend soo much money on me in the past 21 years.. hoho..


Kind of dramatic.. Anyway, I am squeezing out my thirst for studying for now. I guess I should go find a job. BUT!


I think I have a phobia for job now. Since after my internship. How I hate the feeling. Everytime I think of working what came to my mind is only the tension and stress and sad and unhappy and embarress moment during that 2 short months internship!


I have to forget all about it and start again. Maybe I should hypnosis myself to forget that I actually went for an internship. I SHOULD. It had already been a year ago. Everything has change. I have grown 1 year older and SHOULD be more matured and capable of doing things. I hope. I have to~! Support me ya!

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Sequence 2009 had officially ended Monday after we load everything back to the lorry back to KBU. It was hard work but it had been FUN! Everyone thoroughly enjoy it and said well done! Hands together for GD grads who make great look of the brochure, posters, booklet, invitation cards, t-shirt graphic, badge, boards and etc etc etc. Also, don't forget we IAD grads who sweat all the way from the beginning till the end making the A panels and display boxes from cutting to nailing to painting to fixing to wrapping to carrying up till 6th floor and then back to workshop to setting up at 1Utama highstreet to unloading everything to load everything after the show's done!

We spent all the time laughing while we work. We joke as we sweat. We smile as we look at our handy work. All our labour work had not been in vain. We successfully brought together a GREAT exhibition showcase which everyone applauded. We are glad to say we are PROUD of ourselves!

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