a day worth to remember.........................

cried today...

yup... tat's it... the day that will be remembered... 8th of June, 2007.

mei theng's most memorable day... or we might also call it, most disgusting day...

why did I cry?

ok, here goes...

cry because of a project which I had spent 2 WHOLE days UNSLEEP to complete the model and the presentation, which although I was not quite satisfied, was quite happy with it.. imagine spending 2 whole days sleepless only to finish it...

only to find the lecturerS.. 'what happened to you?'
'how come you did last minute work?'
'that's why la.. you did last minute work..'
'do you have anything (excuses) for this POOR work?'
'u need to work harder'
'put more effort into your work'

imagine...





last minute.. does 3 days b4 last minutes? ok, consider yes... but choices.. do we have it? don't we have others things to do? for example, critical studies... so we should abandone the critical studies and do the projet and get a FAIL for critical studies... is that what we should do?


last thurs tutorial.. and then i work overnite for a small model to show HER on last fri.. and she approved... so, sat and sun dedicated to essay and power point... mon.. start to do the sketch up to show her on tues.. tues start model until thursday morning... then do presentation board... and printing problem.. went back and work on it until 2am.. fri.. (today) get bomb for not working hard enough and last minute work..

oh well.. i should be happy izzit?
working non stop only to find that it is a failed work.. having to redo... it's the 1st time ever i work like that...

haha.. well.. see?
i am laughing..
i am happy...

can u imagine anything tat is happier than this?
ANYTHING????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i can't control myself.. i really cried.. it's silly.. i know... and i hate myself for it...

it will be the 1st and LAST!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i will not be seen crying again because of a project which those so call FAIR lecturer bombed!