It's Confirm!
Tickets are bought! But luggage is not pack. Leave have not applied. Pieces have not been practice...
So.. hmm.. It's not confirm.. Lol..
But since the tickets' bought.. I guess it could be consider as confirm rite??
I'm leaving on the 19th of July 2010 and will be back on the 31st July 2010.
2 months till then...
I suppose I still have time to prepare myself for the competition.. Haha.. Wish me luck guys!
^.^
Btw, I've submit my application for NTU.. Hope to hear the news soon.^.^
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Overlaping
I haven't had the chance to finish uploading photos of me at Hong Kong end of last year and I might be going to there again this July. Only, this time it is not for leisure and I predict a stressful mood evolving. I do not know whether I did the correct choice or not and I hope I do not regret for it is certainly an experience and a chance for me to open up my small tiny eyes.
On the other hand, I'm currently enjoying my activities. I'm busy and all my friends starts to complain already. No one dare to make a promise date with me as they know I will cancel them out the last minute. Even me myself do not dare to make any promise. The only promise I made is only to my family as to me, family always come first. And since there something at home which need my attention at times, they come 1st. I always feel bad when I cancel out my friends as I know we've not been meeting for so long and the chances of us meeting became lesser and lesser..
During secondary times after I move to Seri Petaling, my old buddies will come and visit at least once a year. When in late secondary almost form 4-5, my dear old buddies became really just buddies. We don't have the time to meet once a year already. Just connected through the name of buddies and nothing more. When in college, we started to have our own life and freedom. That's where we came to become close buddies again. We get to meet sometimes at 1U mostly. However, still not frequently, but at least, we meet and we re-connected. Eventhough we did not meet for such a long long time, once we meet, it seems as if we are never separated before. We fall in our oldself so comfortably and I'm really happy with them. Time spent with them always put a smile at my face as they are really true.. so true it seems as if they are part of myself. Being with them wouldn't have any worries. Just smile, laughter and craziness.
Being so emotional is cause of us finally meeting after such a long time. We just met for a short dinner but the time really spent preciously. I'm glad. I'm happy as I finally been able to fullfilled a promise to them.
I love music. I've been with music from I dunno when. I don't remember the time when I did not know music. I'm not talented. When people knows that I learn 3 instruments, they 'WAHHHH!!!"
What is it to Wah? I learn them just for the sake of I want to learn it. I'm interested in it. I'm neither hardworking nor talented as I do not practice for hours daily. I don't play the music smoothly. I'm never a good student. Ask my teacher and she will tell you. She always have to tell me to practice more. (btw, that's what I always tell my students as well.. and they always answer me like what I answer my teacher. 'OK' =.=" )
So, I repeat!
I hope I am but too bad, I'm just not. I remember when I'm small I often sit at my piano and imagined I'm some talented and famous pianist performing. But the fact is, I've never had a chance to perform. Not that I'm qualify for it. I just enjoy my music. So, to me, if I am busy because of music activities, I feel it is worth it. Coz I enjoy it. But the fact is, I'm busy partly no related to music. Music just take up half of my time. Another half spent working. And it is this time I'm thinking whether it is worth it or not.
Been thinking of going into full time music. But I did not choose music for my college in the 1st place is because I do not want to treat music as a career. I know eventually I will hate it if I'm going to have it for full time. Now as I only have a little time for my music, I became very interested and happy. And yearn for more. But I know, once I got more, I will get fed up..
We always appreciate things that we don't have. Doesn't we? Well, at least, I do. From the beginning, I always wanted to treat music as a hobby. As something I enjoy. Not something I HAVE TO DO.
My initial idea of this post is to announce that I'm going to Hong Kong mid of July if everything went smoothly for a piano competition.
For this competition, I've cried. I've been depressed. I've been thinking of giving up. And that's just at the stage of audition.
Who knows what's waiting for me at the real competition. I just hope I will be strong.
On the other hand, I'm currently enjoying my activities. I'm busy and all my friends starts to complain already. No one dare to make a promise date with me as they know I will cancel them out the last minute. Even me myself do not dare to make any promise. The only promise I made is only to my family as to me, family always come first. And since there something at home which need my attention at times, they come 1st. I always feel bad when I cancel out my friends as I know we've not been meeting for so long and the chances of us meeting became lesser and lesser..
During secondary times after I move to Seri Petaling, my old buddies will come and visit at least once a year. When in late secondary almost form 4-5, my dear old buddies became really just buddies. We don't have the time to meet once a year already. Just connected through the name of buddies and nothing more. When in college, we started to have our own life and freedom. That's where we came to become close buddies again. We get to meet sometimes at 1U mostly. However, still not frequently, but at least, we meet and we re-connected. Eventhough we did not meet for such a long long time, once we meet, it seems as if we are never separated before. We fall in our oldself so comfortably and I'm really happy with them. Time spent with them always put a smile at my face as they are really true.. so true it seems as if they are part of myself. Being with them wouldn't have any worries. Just smile, laughter and craziness.
I really really appreciate the fact that I had these old buddies that doesn't need much explanation.
Being so emotional is cause of us finally meeting after such a long time. We just met for a short dinner but the time really spent preciously. I'm glad. I'm happy as I finally been able to fullfilled a promise to them.
When I'm so busy, people ask me, whether is it worth it? And I became confuse. What is it to worth?
I love music. I've been with music from I dunno when. I don't remember the time when I did not know music. I'm not talented. When people knows that I learn 3 instruments, they 'WAHHHH!!!"
What is it to Wah? I learn them just for the sake of I want to learn it. I'm interested in it. I'm neither hardworking nor talented as I do not practice for hours daily. I don't play the music smoothly. I'm never a good student. Ask my teacher and she will tell you. She always have to tell me to practice more. (btw, that's what I always tell my students as well.. and they always answer me like what I answer my teacher. 'OK' =.=" )
So, I repeat!
I am not talented.
I hope I am but too bad, I'm just not. I remember when I'm small I often sit at my piano and imagined I'm some talented and famous pianist performing. But the fact is, I've never had a chance to perform. Not that I'm qualify for it. I just enjoy my music. So, to me, if I am busy because of music activities, I feel it is worth it. Coz I enjoy it. But the fact is, I'm busy partly no related to music. Music just take up half of my time. Another half spent working. And it is this time I'm thinking whether it is worth it or not.
Been thinking of going into full time music. But I did not choose music for my college in the 1st place is because I do not want to treat music as a career. I know eventually I will hate it if I'm going to have it for full time. Now as I only have a little time for my music, I became very interested and happy. And yearn for more. But I know, once I got more, I will get fed up..
We always appreciate things that we don't have. Doesn't we? Well, at least, I do. From the beginning, I always wanted to treat music as a hobby. As something I enjoy. Not something I HAVE TO DO.
Hmm.. Seems like I've been random again.
My initial idea of this post is to announce that I'm going to Hong Kong mid of July if everything went smoothly for a piano competition.
For this competition, I've cried. I've been depressed. I've been thinking of giving up. And that's just at the stage of audition.
Who knows what's waiting for me at the real competition. I just hope I will be strong.
Just don't cry. Don't ever cry. It's so silly to cry. Just work hard and there will be nothing to cry about.
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emotions,
Music,
Personal Experience,
thoughts
Thursday, April 29, 2010
Tweenie Wennie
Halo Frens!
I'm back after a week of dissapearing.. Been busy with family matters so I've taken 3 days leave and that's where things start to get busy and I haven't really had a chance to surf the net.. What more with my laptop went into the
Anyway, I would like to show off some of my previous craft which I'd compiled in another blog.
This blog had been up and about for months but I've been neglecting it as time does not allow. But, I do not want my craft journey to end just there. I want to continue. Therefore, I'm proudly and formally introducing my craft blog to every friends here!
Hope you guys give me some constructive and
The oranges
The cake
Just a preview of what's the blog's all about.. I promise you guys that I will upload often so would you critic now?? Lol.. I sounds so desperate.. Well, in a way, I am.. Having a blog but having no one reading seems so.. depressing.. T.T"
Well, anything that you think can be improved, just tell me straight to the face. *blam*
Just like that.. Lol..
Waiting for you guys there!
^.^
*as if anyone ever read this blog too...*
Friday, April 23, 2010
Hong Kong Part 3 - 1st taste of HongKong, Camwhoring, Avenue of Stars
After we refresh ourselves at our hotel, we proceed to find FOOD! Due to the lack of sleep as our flight is EARLY in the morning, the long flight and the excitement, we are basically starving..Cizzy's mom brings us along Mongkok and we start looking for some 'cha chan teng' to makan makan.. We've no idea which is the famous one (I guess we did not do any research beforehand.. Lol), so we just step inside one which looks ok and no queue.. Lol..
the menu which is stuck on the table
Note that all the menu in HK is written in 100% chinese.. which means, I will have a hard time selecting food if not for my translator.. haha.. But still ok lah.. I'm 50% banana ma.. so some words still can see.. so just assume that's the one I want and ask my translator to comfirm lo.. if not, everyword I ask her to read to me, she will surely kill me adi.. haha.. The char chan teng from 1st floor
We are seated at the 1st floor, as you can see from the picture, there isn't any space downstairs.. so limited area.. HK land really expansive.. haha.. Not much people as it isn't the peak hours yet.. so we get to enjoy our food in a comfortable environment.. And I get to taste the 1st taste of HK food..
Good!
See? My translator also say GOOD! I did not take any photos of the food.. I guess I'm still blur from the flight.. haha.. so I don't remember what I eat..
Hk buildings
After lunch, we walk and walk and walk, taking pictures along the way. We reach an area which overlook some buildings and that's where we spent time camwhoring.. Snap Snap Snap.. Not many tourist there.. I wonder whether it is a tourist spot or not.. However, it's the HK environment we want to feel.. so the lesser tourist the better.. Better photograph.. Lol..
Camwhoring me!
Msg on that art statue
Another of my translator. She seems so excited by that red statue.. It is actually a art placement with certain description about that art installation. Forgot what's it about though.. =.="
CCB

One of the big buildings we use as background to camwhore.. Lol..
After that, enough of camwhoring buildings, we walk towards Avenue of Stars. Heard of this place for so long and was excited to finally going to see it in real. Located at Tsim Sha Tsui East, Kowloon.
The infamous statue
Of course, the 1st thing everyone notice when arriving would be this soo famous statue.. I think it is the award that presented in HongKong film award yearly. This replica statuette is 4.5metre high if you wonder.
Zoom!
Can't really get a nice decent shot of this nice statuette cause of its height and light.. Lol.. But I managed to photoshop it to look.. classic.. chehh.~~~
By the way, notice the beautiful background overlooking Victoria Harbour? The building opposite is sooo nicely lined up against the waterfront.. Nice scenary option.
Classis??
Seems to us, when we reach HK, we (me & fei) went crazy just looking at ships, boats, ferry... as if we've never seen them before.. Snapping them like there's no tomorrow, posing infront of it as if it's a movie star.. =.="
Look like a scene in TVB drama?

During night time, there will be a Symphony of Lights to be enjoy. Lights shining from across Victoria Harbour. But since our time did not allow this plan, we did not get to see it. If I'm going there again, I would be sure to catch the view. It was highly rated as it shows the glamour of HK city at night.
However, I really enjoy the view there, although the day we went is a bit moody.. skies aren't blue.. I'm guess either it's pollution or it's going to rain.. Anyway, we still enjoy ourselves there. The wind is nice and cool. Just standing there would be nice enough. Of course, that would be a waste. So we continue walking down to look at some handprints of big big stars.. Most of them I did not recognise the name but some I do eventhough I do not know how they look like. Just their name is familiar to my ears.. Lol..
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Tuesday, April 20, 2010
Monday Blues
Today is Tuesday. I have Monday blues yesterday. But Tuesday. I don't have Tuesday Blues. Because no one ever say Tuesday blues. Why will we have Monday blues? Is it because we play so hard on the weekends that when we start our daily normal boring mundane routine on Monday we gets the blues? So then, why must it be blues? Why blue? Why not green or brown or even black?
Monday blue often relate to no mood, boring, not motivated.. But blue isn't suppose to be so negative right???
The sky are blue.
Everyone loves the sky. Don't you? Well, if we love the sky, which is blue in colour, why relate blue to the negative vibes in Monday? WHY???
It seems so unfair to blue.
Maybe we should give some credits to blue.
Blue represent unity. Blue often bring calm emo. Blue is uniform that we wear since we are 7. Blue is a part of our National Flag colour. Blue is a part of our world. Blue is bored..........................

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
OMG..
Did I just say blue is bored???
OMG OMG OMG......
Welllll......
hu hu..~ ~ ~
I'm human afterall.. After talking about blue for sooo long.. I do feel BORED!
Therefore.. let's keep Monday Blues afterall.. It's the tradition.. Monday will always be blue..
Unless of coz, it's a holiday..
Btw, did you heard of Baby Blues? It's a cute and funny comic strip. I love this comic strip. It's all about a family of 5.. it started with 3 actually.. haha.. simple yet entertaining.. I used to catch it at NST everyday but since I've change to The Star, no more Baby Blues but Garfield now.. wahaha..
Anyway, I still read the Baby Blues on the net. Wonderful!
So, why Baby Blues?
Ask any mother and they will tell you why..

Oh.. by now, you all should know what this post is all about.. Nope.. it isn't about Blues.. it is about..
Yup!
These cute graphics.
Just wanted to use them but no one to chat on msn with me right now.
No choice.
The End

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