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well.. see the title?

UNTITLED!

which means...






i dunno what title to put...!

anyway... just back from college after being there for only 2 hours... for the tutorial lo... ms rosidah... tense la... have a feeling since this morning 1am, that she will have a lot to not buy my model... and i try to alter here a little, there a little.. but still can't get any idea... going mad... haha...

and boy... i am half right... she say my form is alright... but not the ceiling, the space and the stained glass... so...? haha... very helpless.. anyway, she gave me some quite inspiring ideas... but i am not sure whether she copyrighted here ideas before giving it to me or not... if yes, i am dead meat... haha...

oh ya... brought Lucky back today... smells terrible but love him terrible also.. haha... have to bath him tomolo... but he's still not in a tip top condition... still the moody and sleepy type... no strength... of coz la... been in drip for 7 days... poke at both hand... both swollen... then at the leg... now pain... so heartache... will have to bring him back on tuesday for follow up... his parasites isn't really cleared yet... so sad... anyway, glad to have him back... have been so lonely for the whole week.. and no one can understand what am i feeling...

so.. there are a few consequences of Lucky being hospitalize... or should i say 'clinicalize'...? (is there this word?)

1st... i realized that i am lonely...
2nd... i realized that i am too attached to him
3rd... no more money... (any way that u guys can help me to find some jobs that would not interfere wif my classes???????)


lastly... what i want to say is dedicated to Mr Ryan... if he comes here and read this...
i did update my blog ya..! haha... it's just that i couldn't find anything to write about for a long long long time... haha... and remember the Holy Rosary pix! (if u see this by 2 of April!)

so long...!