Monday, March 26, 2007

inner feelings

it's weird... deep down i feel sad... feel insecure... feel lonely... in spite of all the people around me... my family, friends... it's just that i really miss 'him'. i never know how much time i had spent wif 'him' until that moment... i still joke and laugh normally.. but when alone.. especially during at night... it's hard... i really miss 'his' presence... i will really take good care and cherish 'him' when 'he' come back... i hope it will be soon...


meanwhile... the college assignment is driving me crazy... today.. tutorial for essay plan... then go back work on the perspective.. the most terrible part.. the staircase... then tomolo continue working on it... due on thurs... ink in tracing paper... fri.. tutorial for the DP1 final model... hav to show her the butter paper drawing... the final sketch model.. all which i haven started on... it's really weird... when u r free.. u r really damm free... but when u r busy... watch out.. u wun hav time even to stop to take a breath of air... really... i am not exagerating... it's the truth... i do not lie... never... (cheh...)

anyway.. that's it... however, i am really looking forward to the sem break... we r going to genting.. the the (chinese word) 'pun san'... (get it? pun san... poon san...boon san!) haha... ok la... she's going to kill me for this.. if she ever come to my blog.. haha... anyway... it at the gotong jaya... middle of genting.. an apartment.. together wif our foundation gang.. if everyone comfirm going.. haha... still planing.. great fun! looking forward towards it..! (yea.!! cheers...)

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