Liu Anshun

I'm finally done watching The Great Protector. Liu Anshun is a great man. 

Liu AnShun

I think this character was very well played. See the expression he has in just 1 short scene!

To speak with your eyes

I guess this is what they meant by speaking with your eyes?

I can stare at him the whole day. 

The Great Protector

Halfway through the drama and couldn't help noticing he plays a lot with his eyes. Love it! 

Hide and Seek Press Conference at Beijing 30th May 2016

When he's too adorable for words

Weekend is over.

Weekend is ending. But no Monday blues cause I'm on holiday, for 1 day. 

And who can have blues when there's this fabulous guy to drool over?

The Journey of Flower, Baibai~ 

He blinks.. I faint.

Everytime he blinks like that, I'll faint. 

He was in A Date with Luyu and talking about his feeling at the end of a drama shooting process. He will cry once it ended. Because he had been too engrossed in the role so when it's done, he suddenly felt very empty. Big hole. 

Express with your eyes

I can just watch him all day long~

"The Great Protector"

Fireworks

He does creates fireworks whenever he appears. 

This is one of my favourite scene in Love Me if You Dare. 

Amused by little things

Okay, no new updates about this guy whereabouts so we are resort to watching his dramas again and again. I guess this would make him happy? Since all he wanted from fans is to watch and enjoy his work. 

Recently TV was airing Love Me if You Dare and today while watching, these parts just got glued into my mind. So I decided to make some gif. and look at it all night. Yep~ I've gone crazy. 

How can someone eat and yet look so good? 

That sneaky eye~ 

Curiosity kills a cat darling~ 

*Dreaming Away* 

Found a new love

I have many thoughts swimming in my mind at the moment. I can't write with sense now but I feel that I should make this blog alive again. I'm sorry dear Bloggie (yeap, I think I will name you Bloggie for now) for abandoning you. Too many things happened which I don't know how to record it down. But suddenly I think I need to, so that I won't forget. Don't feel like sharing publicly but also don't feel like writing elsewhere other than here. After all, this is the only place I poured my heart out sincerely before. I decided to remove all adverts I placed (not that I got money anyway) and keep the background clean. No one reads my blog anymore so it will be good to just talk to myself here.

Okay, back to my new found love. I will elaborate one day. But at the moment, my mind is preoccupied. So I'll copy + paste a little article I wrote the other day about my new found love. Oh, and it's my first time writing in Chinese, and such a long text. (Well, long enough for my standard)

我喜欢霍建华

没有想到我竟然会喜欢上华哥。

更没有想到我会写下来做记录！

先说明哦，我的文笔不是很好，如果有不对或奇怪的希望别介意。应为虽然我能听懂国语但其实不大会看字 （有些是用了Google Translate的…) 。希望多多包涵…

第一次看他的戏就是花千骨。当时，我是无聊才看的,没有很认真的看。而且是看到不到一半就停了好一个月多才继续看。（当时很忙…) 喜欢花千骨的故事还有风景美！

但并没有特别的关注他。

当时，师父对我来说是一个高高在上的神仙。他好像不可以太靠经，否者他的眼神会把你绑住。有时候很可怕，有时候很烦恼，有时侯很为难，也有时候很温柔。他对小骨很温柔体贴让我觉得小骨很幸福。

看到大概是师父中毒那段戏就开始找Youtube了。只是很喜欢这故事所以找了访谈，promo还有NG的片为了更加了解戏的人物还有拍戏时候的趣事。没有很多但就发现，师父不是那么cool呀！我突然间对这个演员很有兴趣，那种感觉很难形容。

看到华哥的“非常静距离 2015”整个晚上也睡不着…看了他哭了…觉得这个人很坚强但很脆弱，身为一个艺人，他很真很温柔很普通。我从来没有对一个演员，不，是从来没有对一个人那么佩服，那么欣赏那么心动过。华哥，你是我的第一哦！

从那时侯，我再也躲不过华哥的威力了… 我常说，我不是因为他长得帅才喜欢他的而是因为它是霍建华。帅不帅真的很抽象,就是一种感觉。喜欢上他的人品才发现，这个人怎么那么帅啊！话说回来，它是一个为了梦想而奋斗，坚强不放弃不受影响的人。他很坚定自己的路不管别人真么说真么做都很清楚自已要的是什么。这真不容易呀。有几多人可以很自信的大声说他坚持的是什么呢？我最近真的很迷失自己要走的路，也可能是应为这样,听了华哥的访谈觉得特别的感动。他的人生道理影响了我，给了我很多不一样的看法，让我了解了其实只要对得起自己就可以了。管不到那么多人的感受还有意见。不用那么介意别人的看法应为你不可能每一个人都满足到。

我还没有特大的改变，说到底不能说该就能该，也要慢慢的整理下想法，决定下一条路该怎么走。但是每一次觉得失落的时候就会想起华哥说的每一句话然后就觉得心情好很多更有力量坚持下去，想发也不会那么悲观了。很多时候很烦就想一想华哥的冷笑话突然就笑了。身边的同时还以为我疯了呀…哈哈哈！

(Written by Cassiemissy on the 28th April 2016) 

And just in case you don't know who I'm rambling about, here's a photo of him. Don't drool on him yea, he's mine! 

*hugs*

Monday Blue

It's just some random talk with one of my friend just now.. about tomorrow being Monday blues.

And I mentioned to her that in actual fact, every working day will be BLUE. The only difference is there is a different shades of blues for everyday.

She agreed and say that Monday has the darkest blue of all. XD

It leads me to think that isn't that true? No matter whether you love your job or not, as long as you know you are going the spend your day at work and not being able to do things you wanted to do, it will be tough. Love your job and it might be a lighter blue. But still blue.

Holiday? Red? or Pink?

But then, those traditional tear-off calender.. weekdays are always green and weekends are red. That is why everytime I see red I feel happy and excited. But then, I never hated green. Haha.. Ok..a little out of topic.

It's just that I had not written anything for quite sometime and I think it is time I resume writing as this is the only place I can pour my heart into and not worry about whether I get my grammar or tenses right. I just want to rant.

Thank you.

Getting old

I think.. I need to admit. I'm getting old. Literally and physically.

I rarely get excited over any matters anymore. I might be happy and excited but not excited excited anymore. (Am I making sense?) it's just that I don't dare to get excitedly anticipating or having high expectations because I'm afraid to be disappointed like I did so many times before.

I don't have many energy anymore for bring jumpy and bubbly all the time. After a whole day work, I just don't have the energy or mood to do anything else other than just sit and watch my dramas.

I envy. I envy people that do so well in their career. I envy those that are successful. I envy those that are so loveable. I envy people surrounding me. I can't get satisfied with what I have anymore.

I get over sensitive over small tiny matter. I don't like it when people stare at me. I get angry when other driver over-take me. I get agitated when someone hone me. I dislike it when people don't remember what I said.

I really don't understand myself anymore. I am afraid. I tried not to be anything like the above. I noticed I changed after I'm back from uk. I don't like it. But my will power to change is just so weak.

I'm hating myself at times.

What am I doing?

Happy Independence Day Malaysia! MERDEKA!

It was 31st August 1957. Everyone was busy preparing themselves, getting themselves ready, look handsome, look pretty, look good basically. Everyone was rushing to Dataran Merdeka. Just to shout together with Tunku Abdul Rahman, our father of Independence, MERDEKA! MERDEKA! MERDEKA!

*******

Today, it is 31st August 2012. 55 years after that meaningful and historical day. 55 years after we fought for our independence. How much had we done?

55 years is actually very young for a country. There is still galaxy of room for improvement. Of course, everyone is trying to be in control to try to IMPROVE Malaysia. (Is that true? Is that purely for the benefit of our country?)

I do not pay attention to the political world. Therefore, it will be unwise for me to comments. And anyway, Independence day shouldn't be connected to political. It should be a day for all Malaysians to just celebrate and be together to commemorate why there is Independence day to celebrate in the first place. ^^

I would have to confess, I'm not a very historical person. My knowledge of history stop after my SPM. (though my result is great...:P) I forgot many facts that I memorise for the exam. Yet, there is still something that stuck. I was born after we got our Independence. Therefore, I do not experience how it is before. However, reading the history of events, I tend to get a general idea. I guess no one like to be in control by anyone. We call Tanah Melayu our country. No matter who you are, as long as you are born in this piece of land, you are now a Malaysian. Does it makes you someone else whether your skin colour is darker or lighter? Or whether your mother tongue is different? 

No. 

We all love Malaysia. We all want the best for our country. We do feel the heartache when something bad happen to her. Many will disagree as they might not feel good being a Malaysian. But think.. do you truly, really, sincerely like to be someone else? Do you really have no love left for our little country? The country you are born in, raise up in, makes friends, learn and play, the country where your family fought for Independence? Do you really do not appreciate all this? 

I do not care much for the well being of the country in actual fact, I turn a blind eye and let it be.. hahaha.. 

However, I tend to get a little emotional everytime 31st August comes by. It reminds me that this is the day where all Malaysians celebrate and appreciate the freedom we have. This day belongs to every Malaysian. Today is when we should shake each other hands and just smile and wish each other Happy Merdeka. Just a simple smile, a simple nod, a simple wish. To show that we appreciate Malaysia. 

Malaysia is still a very baby country, trying to grow up, trying to be adult, trying very hard to be mature. All of us as her guardian should help her. We should all celebrate her birthday and pat her back, telling her that everything is alright. Everything is fine. We will help you to grow up. We will not let you slide back to 55 years ago. We will bring you forward. 

Happy Merdeka Malaysian!

^_^ 

Kaka Art Market July 2012

I finally participate in an art market! ^.^ 

Read all about it here! 

It is definitely and eye-opening experience for me. I hope this is the first of many.. hehe

^_^ 

Reminiscing (Just ranting~)

I was browsing through my photo albums.. photos taken last year.. in UK. Suddenly feel teary eyes. I just fully realised I not only missed my life as a student at Nottingham. I also miss all my friends that I met there, the activities that I do there, the experience that I really really enjoyed. I do wonder.. maybe I should have stay at UK. I don't know. 

Betrayed

The feeling of being betrayed is.. B-A-D


The truth is, I'm not sure whether I'm being betrayed or I'm sure there's something that had happened without my knowledge.

Yea.. It might not have reach the stage of using the word 'betrayed' but that's what I'm currently feeling.

It's when someone you trust, who had seem to have help you a lot and given you lots of advice and suddenly you realise, that her intention might not be 100% favouring you.. It do hurt.

Their intention may not have hurt you physically but then.. You have place all your trust on that person, believing all that she said and do was for your own benefit.

And then, you realise it may not all be the truth. She may have another intention.

That hurts.

Having late dinner

Just meet up with the contractors this evening regarding the construction of my very glamorous wardrobe, my bookshelves and my very cute shoe rack.

Finally settle down on their quotation..

They came with 3D today. Cause I request it from them. The following is our conversation earlier.

Me: hi, can you show some drawings when you come with the quotation?

C: er... What type of drawing? We just quote according to your design wor...

Me: yes, but the measurement and other details was not accurate ma.. So we wanted to see it more clearly do that there is no misunderstanding ma... Furthermore, my dad also want to see some visual so that it is clearer..

C: oh.. Lik tat la.. Ok la. we will show u the drawings.

Then, this evening.. They come with laptop. And show the 3D through sketchup.. Exactly the same as the 3D I gave them as ref. I was actually expecting some 2D drawings or even better rendered 3D visuals.

He just show through the sketchup.. Just like this afternoon earlier where the students keep talking and rotating their space in sketchup and lecturer insist that they at least render the space.

What the.....

Anyway.. Will show you my design here soon.. ^^

Oh.. So that is why we had such a late dinner today.

16th March 2012

I guess I'm still living in my dreams. Feeling all excited about many things, feeling energetic to do various task but in the end, I just lie there and dream.