Thursday, April 19, 2007

feeling

hmm... wat to think leh?

feel like deep down got something... but it is really complicated.. sometime happy... sometime sad... sometime angry... sometime scare...

aih... even if ntg.. i still feel weird... i dunno why.. is it the pressure of doing model... being so hardworking at the model... doing until midnight... but then the result is not good... it really isn;t a good pay... when u put so much effort into ur work and then ppl say that it is not good... i know la... accept critic... i know my standards.. but...

sometimes, i will thinnk... i guess i don't have the talent to work in this field... did i make a wrong decision... i did not regret.. no.. it just that i scare that i might fail in the end...

anyway, the decision have been made.. therefore, ntg can be done... i just have to continue to work hard and hard!!! harder than ever... maybe i dun have the talent... maybe i dun have the skill... but i hope i have the passion!

GOOD LUCK!!!

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