hmm... wat to think leh?
feel like deep down got something... but it is really complicated.. sometime happy... sometime sad... sometime angry... sometime scare...
aih... even if ntg.. i still feel weird... i dunno why.. is it the pressure of doing model... being so hardworking at the model... doing until midnight... but then the result is not good... it really isn;t a good pay... when u put so much effort into ur work and then ppl say that it is not good... i know la... accept critic... i know my standards.. but...
sometimes, i will thinnk... i guess i don't have the talent to work in this field... did i make a wrong decision... i did not regret.. no.. it just that i scare that i might fail in the end...
anyway, the decision have been made.. therefore, ntg can be done... i just have to continue to work hard and hard!!! harder than ever... maybe i dun have the talent... maybe i dun have the skill... but i hope i have the passion!
GOOD LUCK!!!
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