Another personality test

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I am a dreamer.. haha.. a DREAMER..

alright.. what's the big deal? a dreamer ain't bad eh.. Albert Schweitzer (theologian, musician, physician), Audrey Hepburn(actress), George Orwell(author), Helen Keller(deaf/blind author,activist), J.R.R. Tolkien(author), Jamer Taylor(singer-songwriter), Laura Ingalls Wilder(author), Princess Diana and even William Shakespeare.

all of them are dreamer as well.. haha..
just in case you don't know, George Orwell is the author of the Animal Farm, J.R.R. Tolkien is the author of Lord of the Ring and Laura Ingalls Wilder writes Little House on the Prairie.

what?

you don't know who is William Shakespeare?
oh god.. he is one of the famous.. popular.. well-known.. and blah and blah........................... author.. he wrote various plays.. which are well-known.. such as Romeo and Juliet.. Macbeth.. so on.. I did not get to read his works yet.. as the words are.. well, bombastic..haha.. anyway.. i love his storylines..

and Laura Ingalls Wilder, one of my favourite author.. her books are fantastic.. it's all about......
wait a minute.. this post is not suppose to be book analytic.. haha..

alright.. back to the personality test..

well, so many famous people are a dreamer as well, haha..

but hey.. dun get me wrong.. dreamer is not those day dreamer ya.. haha..

research also show that women are more a dreamer than men.. haha..

it means that a dreamer often rely on his/her intuitive to guide them.. (yup.. don't I often make decision according to what my heart tells me? haha)

they often are more happy if their job are fun, not boring.. and it must be meaningful (I fully agreed to that! I couldn't stand doing a job which stays the same for 20 years.. where's the meaning then? haha)

they might also be embaressed if were put in the center of attention.. (true true!!!!!!!!!!! it makes me wanna shrink to the floor when I am in this kinda situation!!)

a simple act of creating will satisfy the dreamer..(well, I do feel happy when I am creating something.. especially MESS.. kakaka)

a dreamer often seek peace.. (I do.. I hate argument.. does that count? haha.. well, I do hate wars.. I often couldn't see the reason behind wars.. even when a party won, both loses.. think..)

They can also be described as easygoing, selfless, guarded, adaptable, patient and loyal.. (erm.. well, what do you think? haha.. I sometimes are really selfish.. I admit.. but, well, I'm loyal ain't I? I will not betray you guys.. so.. tell me your true secret.. I will keep it for you.. haha)

May be extremely sensitive to any kind of criticism.. (alright.. that's me.. I do feel bad sometimes when I received some criticism.. I admit that I am not that open minded.. but I am trying to open up my mind more and more.. just give me some time ya.. no.. don't be impatient with me.. plz??? haha.. see? I'm now cracking my head apart adi..to be open minded.. 'cra...cc...ckkkk......!!!)

May have great anger, and show this anger with rash outpourings of bad temper.. (yea.. I often lose my temper.. really.. sory ya.. guys.. those whom I loses my temper with.. I'm really sorry.. I had been trying to control myself.. and this takes time as well.. just don't hesitate to scold me.. haha..)

May have skewed or unrealistic ideas about reality... (hmm.. I do often think of something that is not real.. I really do, it's just that I doesn't like to tell anyone.. haha.. I might have speak of it sometimes.. I don't really remember.. )

well, there's more.. but I would not be so selfish to bore you guys to death reading about ME.. haha.. thanks for your patient ya.. (u might be a dreamer as well.. go take the test..)

Hmm.. all in all.. I really think that this test almost shows ME.. true.. compare with the other personality test I'd taken.. this is the has the most accurate explanations... most of the situations really similar.. hmm.. I had found the real me..

Help Mother Nature

Firstly, I had to apologise for not posting this post so late.. but I had been to Genting.. and I couldn't find any internet connection there.. sori ya.. (i did not have any notebook wif me..)

'hey! where'r you going??'

'oh, it's you .. Shiny you scared the daylight out of me.. please.. be quiet..'

'oops.. sory Binny.. But why do we need to be so quiet? What are you doing?'

Binny ignore Shiny. He continue to tip-toe pass the hedge, the fence and the bench. At last, he place himself perfectly straight on the ground beside the bench. Binny sat silently. Shiny just stood above him in the air silently too, watching Binny.

After what seems like eternity, Humany turns up with Rubbishy. Both of them were walking towards the bench beside Binny. Binny sat more still. Humany sit down on the bench and took Rubbishy on his right hand. Both of them were chatting animatedly. After a while, Humany seems to lost his patient with Rubbishy's silly laughter. Humany stands up. He look left and right, and then fling Rubbishy into the hedge behind the bench. Rubbishy shout for help. Humany ignore him and walked away.

'No.. please don't throw me here.. I do not belong to the hedge.. I want to go home..'

The hedge look at Rubbishy.

'who are you? why are you here? where's your home?

Rubbishy tremble slightly as the hedge spoke. The hedge has thorn and Rubbishy were afraid of it.

'I..I am.. My name is Rubbishy.. I did not want to come to your hedge at all.. My friend, Humany threw me here, and now I am stuck. I am suppose to go back to Binny. Binny must have miss me so much.'

The hedge look at the crying Rubbishy. She took pity on him and cried to Windy.

'Oh, majestic Windy.. Pray, please take pity and help poor Rubbishy.'

Windy who's snoring loudly right above Shiny woke up. He opened his small eyes and saw Rubbishy. Windy saw how miserable Rubbishy is.

'Oh Rubbishy. How did you end up in the hedge?'

Rubbishy wipe his eyes and clear his throat.

'Oh majestic Windy. Please bring me home. I do not like to be here. This place does not belong to me. Humany, whom befriend me, did not like me anymore. Therefore, he threw me here. Oh majestic Windy. Pray.. please bring me home.'

Windy know that Rubbishy is speaking the truth. There's no way Rubbishy can get into the hedge unless being threw by Humany. Windy noded his big head and take a big gulp of Airy. Then, he blew all his might at the hedge and Rubbishy flew to the top. Windy guided Rubbishy onto the ground gently without hurting him.

'Oh majestic Windy. Thank you for your help. Now, how I wish I can get back to Binny.'

Binny who had sat silently all through this now open his eyes. Rubbishy saw him. He was so happy and relieve.

'Oh Binny. I miss you so much. I am so afraid of this place. Please.. take me back into you, to my home.'

'Dear Rubbishy, I had sat here for so long. At last, I found you. However, due to your lack of tackfullness, Humany abandone you and did not bring you back to me. Do you think that you have done no wrong?'

Rubbishy look at the ground silently. He knew his faults. He did not tell Humany clearly where does he belongs. Rubbishy did not want to go back to Binny as Binny will keep a close watch at Rubbishy and will not allow any nonsense. Rubbishy did not want to lose this freedom therefore did not tell Humany where to bring him to.

At first, Humany seems to be entertained by Rubbishy chatter. However, after sometime, Humany get tired of Rubbishy's rubbish and decided it is time to get rid of him. Humany tried to ask where does Rubbishy want to go but Rubbishy did not tell him. At last, Humany get impatient and decided to just threw him away. That's how Rubbishy ended up in the hedge.

'I'm sorry Binny. I know my faults. Next time I end up with Humany, I will tell him clearly where am I suppose to go. Humany will not simply threw me away again.'

Binny simle. He look up at Shiny. Shiny understood the signal. He shine his best sun ray in Rubbishy. Humany who walked by saw Rubbishy. He picked him up.

'where are you suppose to go?'

Rubbishy had his lesson.

'I am suppose to go into Binny there' (he pointed at Binny)

Humany noded and walk towards Binny.

'This belong to you?'

Binny open his cover and smiled. Humany put Rubbishy into Binny.

'Thanks Humany!' (Both Binny and Rubbishy said)

Shiny and Windy smiled happily. Hedge look at herself and said, 'I'm clean again.'


This story is not to say that Human threw rubbish everyplace is rubbish faults. It's just that, if we did not know what are we suppose to do, we will do what we think is the best. I think that's Human's nature. Therefore, Human should actually take more notice of everything around them. Look everywhere. The Bin might just beside you and you'll never notice.

Protect our environment. It's our reponsibility to the next generations. It's also out promise to mother nature. SHe provide us healthy environment and in return, we had to sacrifice our time to protect her.

If everyone do their own parts, the world will be a better place. Try to spend sometime looking at things around you. You might notice that we are so ignorant. Mother Nature is crying for help but we never held out a helping hand.

p.s.. it's a bad story.. forgive me ya..

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anyway.. this is it..
and I just noticed that I had just recently been blogging quite actively.. haha.. Really hope I will keep it up.. haha..

Happy Hari Raya

It's Raya already... Selamat Hari Raya...

Malays Raya we get holidays.. haha.. yup.. it's just 2 weeks into year 2 and now we get a week break.. however.. we still have to think of the lantern project.. aiih,,

anyway.. tomolo we are going to genting.. Ling and me! haha.. ask other ppl to go but no one wanna go.. so lonely.. nvm.. we will still swim swim and swim.. haha.. yup.. the best thing of going genting will be swimming there!!!!!!!

see ya...

(p.s.. these few days not much ideas to blog.. aih.. u know la.. busy wif lantern.. need a break.. will blog after back from genting..! thanks for ur support..!)

Half-heartedly

Did anyone ever say before that ideas often came to us when we most unexpected it? For example, when you are in the bathroom, washing your hair or brushing your teeth. Or maybe you are just getting ready for bed or else you were walking towards your car..

Well, I am one of these person who gets ideas during these kinds of situations.. therefore, 1 turn up when I am bathing just now.. 10 minutes ago.. and I feel that I just have to blog about it..

Here it goes...

Have you ever done anything half-heartedly?

Whether the answer you give is YES or NO, it doesn't really matter actually.. since the results is the BEST answer ever.. no matter what you do, the end result shows how much effort you actually put into the process and other people can feel it.

ME.. I often have too many hearts..

YUP.. too many hearts..

During my primary school years, I have often joked with my friends about being a singer or actress or whatever celebrity there is.. oh.. and even those cartoon characters.. we will talk about it forever and even role playing these characters.. I guess that could be one of my ambition during my early years.. being some kind of celebrity..

Then, as time passes.. I no longer think that being a celebrity will come true.. thus, when teacher ask for our ambiton, mine will always be

TEACHER
DOCTOR

yup.. those typical primary school children ambition.. well, I guess that's peer influences.. most of my friends wrote that down.. and thus I follow.. since to me I think that that is appropriate..

mind you, I never thought of writing to be a designer..

Then, came the secondary school time.. where most actions takes place.. I became the typical 13 years old school girl which have great hopes for my secondary life. The biggest hope will be I will finally be free of dentist..

yup..
since one of my friend told me that her brother told her that the dentist will not visit the secondary school for free services..
wow.. when I heard of it, i sigh a big big relief.. I was really happy and glad.. therefore, I enter into my secondary life happily..

I joined the Librarian.. and the Pandu Puteri.. and the Leo Club.. and the Volley ball school team..

busy secondary life..
and I would not ever forget that day, that minute..
It was sports day soon, and we were rehersing for the parade.. and I am in the Librarian team..
and then, in the middle of parading.. the nightmare began..

I SAW THE VAN, WITH THE WORDS IN RED..

KLINIK PERGIGIAN............. that's all I see.. and that's enough...

THERE'S DENTIST AT SCHOOL..

see? all my hopes crumble.. and I fear the day when our class turn for check-up... and that almost a 2 week later.. (which I fear for 2 whole weeks.. tremble everytime some one came to class to announce something..)

ok, pass..

my point is, during my secondary life, I did not want to become a teacher anymore.. I wanted to be a volleyball player.. however, this dream did not came true..

It's not that I did not put my whole heart into it.. but it's because I moved during my Form 2 into another house.. which means.. changing school..

new school, new environment, new people, new teachers..

and I mean it.. NEW..
this is school is just about 1-2 years old when I joined.. everything is new..
in this new environment, I did make new friends.. however, I did not join any activites I join during my Form 1..

why?
well, it's new to me.. I have no friends yet.. I know nothing of the school custom and everything.. and when I start to get use to it, none of my friends wanted to join anything.. and I admit.. I did not dare to join alone... it's the same until Form 5.. where we know we have our school activities in our end school report.. which is to submit with SPM results to colleges.. then, only my friends were willing to join clubs and whatsoever.. but, it's not fun.. since not much activities been done..

anyway, after my secondary life, I am positive that I do not want to be a TEACHER, nor a DOCTOR, and surely not a CELEBRITY..

It was during this period of time that I did many half-hearted activities..

I joined a dance class.. and I wanted to become some kind of dancer.. which has smooth, elegant and graceful movements..

I still having my piano lesson, and taking grade 8 during my SPM year.. which I aim to pass..

I have started my violin lesson since Form 2.. and I loved the instrument and aim to become a great player...

I am taking SPM too...

with so many activities.. and I really love it all WHOLE heartedly.. I really have hopes in each and everyone of them.. but I guess I am not those who can score great in SPM while still maintaing a high standards in others activities...

I can say that I give my best shot in SPM.. I stop my piano lesson, violin lesson, dance lesson..
and I really study.. and I am quite pleased with myself.. that, I can say I take my SPM whole heartedly..(at least.. the last minutes...)

however, my grade 8 piano exams were totally the opposite..
I failed my theory and also the practical... for theory, I half expected it as I am not really satisfied with my answers.. but for that moment, that is only what I can do.. I guess I did not work hard enough.. those taking piano lesson should knows.. grade 8 is tough.. and the practical, even before I came out from the examiner room, I know I had FAILED... i played wrong notes for every scales.. wrong notes in all 3 pieces.. answer badly in aural and sight reading.. I nearly cried when I walked out the room.. I know the result..

That's just the point.. I did have hopes.. but I did not work hard enough.. I am taking my piano lesson half-heartedly.. I ADMIT IT.. I just had to retake the exam again... this time, I feel I am able to understand it better.. maybe it's just because I spend longer time than last time..

I take my theory exam during the day SPM results were out... OMG.. when I saw the exam date I almost faint.. why do they have to put it the same day? beside being noisy that day (since exams is held at all secondary school) ME.. I am one of the students who are getting the SPM results.. how can I stand the agony of thinking how did I score in SPM when I ought to concentrate on the exams.. however, things went well.. that must be my lucky day.. I was able to answer the questions without thinking too much.. I kinda know the answers.. either the questions are easier or I am more well equip.. I'm not sure.. what I am sure is the results which came 3 months later.. I almost score a merit.. 2 more marks and I will have a merit in Grade 8 theory.. wow.. I am speechless.. I score 24/25 for the last sections.. almost full marks.. this is the question where I get 13/25 the first round.. really.. I am really surprise... I never expected it.. I know it is not really great.. but for me, who get only 52 the first time, I am really glad to get the result sheet which bare my name and stated 78 marks.. wow.. great improvement ya? haha

later on, came the day for practical exams.. taking 2 exams tat day.. violin grade 5 and piano grade 8.. my worries is for the piano.. lesser for violin.. partly because I am exmining my piano and then only violin.. however, I play much more better than the 1st time... less wrong notes and I am more familiar with the pieces and scales... marks may not be great.. but when compared.. I feel great.. haha.. 1st time only 82, and this time, 105.. yup... just pass..(u need at least 100 to pass) but I just feel like celebrating!!!!!


and then, the SPM results.. yup... I am pleased with it also.. never expected it.. real happy.. and my parents were glad too.. as my results means saving them a few thousand ringgits..(college fees..)

and then, violin.. so so... since I guess I am doing so many things.. I did not really concentrated on it.. until now, my intonations is still not accurate, bowing not perfect, pitch not great.. etc etc etc.. I am just not working hard.. not putting whole heart into it.. I just have the interest..

btw, i had drop the dance lesson.. since no one is able to attend with me and I just feel weird turning up alone in a class all unknown after stopping for almost 2 months.. (I attend alone in the first place, but I guess I just got used to be in company..)

I always feel that I had toooooo many interest.. I love the piano, violin, design, books, foods, comics, tvb shows, Sammi, and recently Yoga...

I wanted to do everything at the same time.. I just feel like it.. I did not want to give up anyone.. not one..

But I know.. I am not talented nor gifted like some other people.. these people can do all they like and still get the best results.. sometimes I feel like they have 72 hours per day.. if not, how come they can finish their assignment and get great grades for it and still did well in other activities? oh right, they work hard.. yea.. that's true.. I totally agree that you have to work hard.. but.. how do you work hard for 10 things in a day? that's just not enough time..

so, the conclusion will be that they are TALENTED...
therefore, for people that are less talented.. they just have to work harder and harder.. trying to extend their days longer.. maybe 84 hours per day.. that maybe sufficient..

Oh well, the only thing to do is just to put your whole heart in to everything you do.. therefore, even when you did not get good results, you will never regret.. you might feel bad.. but the best is you will never say why did I not did this this this then... you will only feel sad.. but deep down, you know you are the best as you did your best... nothing to regret.. nothing at all..