these 2 weeks..

hoo boy...

there goes 2 whole week of working life..

and i started to feel like a dump..

i don't like this working life.. or is it the working place?

i don't know and i don't want to know..

all i want is just rest..

i'm tired sick of all this things..

first week.. first day.. started to do wrong things.. end up my boss started to shake his big head..
and me feeling bad..

the 2nd and 3rd and 4th did not go well as well..

i'm poor in photoshop, cad and my manual skills as well..

so what exactly am i good at?

did not really want to elaborate about my work as there's too much to say...

and then most of the day i hav to stay back until AT LEAST 7.30pm..

my working hours is suppose to be on 8.30 till 5.30pm.. and i dun mind if i have to stay late but it's just that i have classes to go on certain days..(violin exam approaching..)

and when i tell them that i hav to go early.. by all means.. around 7pm.. they don't like it..

i just feel like a dump...

the earliest i went back is on friday.. around 6 something.. so special.. aih..

and then the second week is not that good as well, although things seem to be a bit better by having a few other students to talk to while working.. at least got someone that share the same opinion then me..

however, i still feel sooooooooo bad.. i am feeling NOT HAPPY AT ALL.. ALL THE WHILE I AM WORKING.. I FEEL SOOOOOOOOO BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD MOOD AND SAD SAD SAD SAD DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

there's 6 more weeks to go..!