21ST Birthday!

my 21st birthday!!!

at FIREMAN bbq restaurant at Jaya 1

1st time there

new surprise..

(doesn't wan to mention.. haha -.-)

the girlsfriends!! haha.. all my beloved frens together!!!

muaks!! thanks for being wif me during this meaningful day!!

means a lot a lot to me! really and truly!

wowee.. fabulous gift!!!

not to forget those great great gift u guys prepared!!

feel 'em hou yi si' coz u guys spend SOOOOO MUCH

and spend u guys sleeping time to buy all those..

hehe..am truly happy and touch..

never think u guys are willing to spend those 2 precious things

just to make my birthday meaningful!!!

wishes + cake = happiness!!!

ah hum! delicious cake!! yummy and just rite! haha!

*thanks everyone!!!!!!*



*u guys are really the great great great frens i could hav!*

*thanks for everything*

*thanks for being there while i need u guys*

*thanks for giving all the helps i need without asking for any rewards!*

*thanks for just being my FRIEND!*

Some recent happening!

'Someone' complain that I did not update my blog. Haha.

It's just that I feel soo no mood to write. Everyday is just the same worries.
Model model and model

Anyway, here's something exciting.



1st.
New hair colour!



San and Me taking our 1st pix after colouring. Haha!

Me and Ling after she's done straightening her hair!
(Who's behind us? o_O ||)




2nd.
Good Sound Spring Concert!



My 1st GuZheng concert. Complete with Chinese Costume, Make Up and Big Big Stage!


Our GuZheng team! Woman in White is our master!

He's from Taiwan. Our GuZheng team mate as well!

music

what does music mean to you?

don't get me wrong.. i am not relating ANYTHING to my dissertation or my design project..

it's just that i got this thinking today after my violin lesson..

WHAT DOES MUSIC MEANT?!!

to most music learners today, music, (no matter which instrument you play) mean passing the exams you are gonna take few months later..

music mean doing well in exams.. passing exams.. practicing and practicing exam pieces..

so? is music really tat simple? tat basic?

come to think of it, for the pass 10 years ++, all i do are only practicing for exams..

not playing for the sake of music!!!

i know this actually, but i don't know what can i do about it.. for as long as i can remember, every year, the only important thing will be to pass the exams..

but, y actually do i need to pass that exams??!

why? if all i can play is only the exams pieces, do i feel proud passing all those exams that thousands people around the world also pass? some with distinction?!

does passing matter the only thing that matter?

does not passing the exams mean i fail?

fail in terms of what? that music piece? or my dignity? or my ability? or my teacher? or the examiner??!

who? what? why?

Help ME!!!

hey frens!! I'm now in my final year of Interior Architecture and Design and I DESPERATELY need you guys comments to help me finish my dissertation of Musical Architecture - An expression of Architecture emotions.

It will just take you about 3 minutes to help me out!! PLZ?????!!!!!!

Alrite! I know you guys all are my frens! haha


therefore Click Here to take survey THANKS!!!

Something funny

just back from piano lesson.. with something that tickle me.. haha

i was needed to visualize, or rather, express out what that piece of music from Chopin is all about.. my teacher wanted to describe a picture or describe a situation that fit that music..

and all i can think about is, peaceful then suddenly become very exciting..

=,=|||

and then she say choose one of the 4 season.. so i just say SPRING

then she say describe the activities..

then me say, erm.. a group of ppl.. doing something secrectly.. then suddenly being found out and being chased (coz the music suddenly become faster and faster)..

then u know what my teacher say?

" mei theng, u really very innocent.."

huh?!

and she keep laughing..


she : u dun hav any troubles in ur mind hor?
me : uh.. i hav..
she : what?
me : homework..
she : =.=|| beside home work??! like.. love life?
me : nope
she: friendship?
me : nope
she : means everything is good? ntg to 'fan'?
me : yup

and she look at me.. and laugh again...

she : no wonder.. u really very 'tan sun' (lik wat they call ah wong =,=||)
me : "smile sheepishly"


then she proceed to tell me what she think of that piece..

i think of that piece of music as happy and exciting..
she think of it as depressed.. (she chose autumn btw..)

she : do u feel the piece lonely when u hear it?
me : nope

and she laugh again..

so she say.. that's y la.. u r still so protected.. nothing to depressed... that's y u feel the piece cheerful..

ok.. she say.. there's no right or wrong.. it's only what u feel..

i just feel like i am being given a music therapy.. and she is trying to understand my inner world..

hahahaha...

so, that's the end of class.. i proceed to go..

she : mei theng.. u really dun hav anyone 'chui' ar?
me : huh? no la..
she : ya meh? cannot be ge wor.. y ar? izzit got but u dun wan oni..
me : =.=|| dun hav la..

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so funny.. i keep thinking back and feel so funny...