To-Do-List

Thought I would make a to-do list before I forgot.. and dun get me wrong.. I'm not doing a to-do list for my finals but a to-do list AFTER my finals.. haha

1. clean my dirty room
2. renovate my messy study table to suit my craft making
3. practice well on the piano so that I can take my Diploma next year
4. catch up on all the dramas I had to patiently put off
5. read all my fictions before they get dusty
6. go shopping for my beloved items
7. go holidays with my great friends
8. meet up with my old old best friends which I haven't met for years.. ages...
9. eat as many as I like
10. try to slim down (seems like a contrasting wish with no.9... haha)



ok.. so far there's 10 items i need to do and wish to do which i could not do now.. dear dear.. how i wish 18th will get here faster...

but dear dear, how i wish 18th will be here LATER.. oh no.. another contrasting wish.. how am I going to please myself ar? aiyoyo..

CAUTION!! IGNORE PLZ!!!!

OH NO!! NO! NO!

I HAVE BIG BIG BIG PROBLEM!!!!

VERY VERY BIG!!

AND NO ONE CAN HELP ME!

COZ I CAN'T EVEN HELP MYSELF!!!!!


nowadays, i just get irrateted fast.. and i hate myself for that.. but i also can't control myself.. everytime i think of it, i will go crazy.. i feel i just can't complete this task... but i have to! I must! I just hope i can find a solution.. it's alll my fault for ignoring it in the early stage.. but what can I do now? please.. just forgive me for ignoring u.. just give me a solution to complete u! plz.. i really need all the support now.. all encouragement.. not words of discouragement.. not phrases lik IT'S IMPOSSIBLE!

how i hate tat word. Do u think I am that ignorant that I dunno it is impossible? Just try to encourage me will you.. I know u are trying to help me complete the work.. but it's not helping when everytime i try to discuss with u and all u say is CANNOT.. IT'S IMPOSSIBLE.. WILL NOT DO! please.. try for once, just tell me.. ok, we'll try it.. mayb it work..

That's all I need.. words of encouragement.. I know it is impossible.. but maybe there's still a small tiny little way that I can suceed.. I HAVE TO SUCCEED! I MUST!

OK, right now, i have to be positive! I try to keep myself happy and cool about it. But when I look at it, I'm just so fustrated! Everyone seems to be ok with theirs.. even complicated ones are done.. then y me? WHY?

Why did I choose to do such crazy thing.. alright there.. I'm not being ambitious.. It's just a choice.. and I don't have any other option I can choose.. Maybe I'm just being naive for thinking I can complette the work... ohmygod!

please....PLEASE!!! LET ME COMPLETE YOU!!! I REALLY WANT TO COMPLETE YOU!! REALLY.. TRULLY.. HONESTLY!!!!!!

My little Pot!

Went a little shopping trip with Ling, Fei and Cizzy after lecture on Wed.. at 1st tot San and YY will come along as well.. then they two.. u know la.. 'yao yi seng mo yi hei' go pak to already.. so left us.. no pak to gurls together lo.. oo.. except Cizzy.. who got yi hei.. haha..

anyway.. coz u know la.. Mother's day coming ma.. so everywhere also promo.. So fei bought her mask.. cheaper than usual.. which attracted me.. which make me spend money.. dear dear..

haha.. we went quite a number of places as well.. crystal la.. facial la.. food la.. wohaohooho..

and I also bought this..

I wanted it long long time adi.. it's lip balm.. but since it's not cheap i've been thinking of it for sometime.. haha..


The sales girl say tat this lil cutie is an idea from Winnie the Pooh honey pot.. the shape.. similar.. haha

and u see the stick? it's the Pooh honey stick.. kawaii.. haha..

FINALE

It's nearing the end.
It nearing.
It's coming.

In no time, it will be here.



What am I crapping about?

Oh.. Let me enlighten u.

It's nearing the end of my college life.
It's coming to the end of my worries.


In the mean time, it is also the beginning of another worry. Hmm.. I guess human is born to have worries.

When small, I worry whether mommy will buy us snack, toys.. or whether can go for holiday.

And when in school, I worry whether we pass out exams, how well I did in school, wthether friends treat me good or not..

And in to college, I worry whether I can still get scholarship for the next year or not. Final year, I don't need to worry about getting scholarship but I worry whether I can graduate or not.

In to working world, I guess I will be worry whether I can perform well and satisfied client and co-workers or not.

Future.. I guess I will have worries as well. This is life. In a way, I am glad to have worries. Coz no worries.. will not be human. Oh well, there's a new worry.. whether we have worries or not.. oh dear dear dear.

Passion Fruit for the Passionate

Guess what?!

It does look disgusting..

but in fact,

it is super deeeliccious!!

believe me..

haha.. *excuse the mess behind ya.. rushing assignment*

this fruit is full of vitamins c!

it's sweet and sour

its seed can be chewed and put into our stomach

haha.. it taste just like 'kacang' *kaka*

*closer view?*